Neko


Had no idea what I was going into lol


I would really like to thank abraker & hikai for helping me get a grasp

Was worth it. Expect a short writeup of GitHub's workflow as I try to organize my thoughts myself.

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20171013

잡담/뻘글 2017.10.14 03:34

늘 준비해왔었다고 생각했다

언제나 핸드폰을 열면 그 소식이 들려올거라는것도 알고 있었다

그냥 곧, 두달정도만 더 버티면 다시 만날 수 있을거라고 생각했다

그렇게 생각해왔던지라 무의식적으로 그 사실을 무시하고 있었기 때문에 더 할머니 소식을 안 물어봤던걸지도 모른다

마지막으로 통화했던게 지난달이었던가


근데 막상 소식을 들으니까 다르다

나는 그동안 나를 사랑해주신것에 감사하고, 마지막까지 고생하신것에 대해 안타까워해야하는가

누군가를 안타까워하기엔 난 그럴 자격이 없다

하지만 내가 사랑했던 존재가 이 세상에 없다는게 느껴지니 너무 슬프다


오늘 할머니는 5년의 길고 힘든 싸움을 마치시고 하늘나라로 떠나셨습니다

아직도 와닿지는 않지만 삼가 고인의 명복을 빕니다. 


할머니 사랑해요

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Why I rant

잡담/뻘글 2017.09.08 16:58

I have ranted for a while. Writing down random ideas was my thing for a long time. And I eventually found a perfect title for the random things I come with. "Today's rant". 


If you look more closely, you'll notice they're like diary entries. More like my train of thoughts on that particular moment. I open my laptop to rant down on something I felt, something I remembered or something I'm planning to do. I feel like they're little drawers of the past that I can open in the future and say, "Hey. I was pretty thoughtful in writing this."


It's been about three years since I've started writing my rants. Yes, they're diary entries to be completely honest. However.. You'll see how many diaries I've had in the past and that I've never really gotten past the fifth day writing those. Diary writing was never my thing. 


But! Ranting is my thing. It's become some sort of tradition by now. Some promise. Some promise I know I'll come back to. An assignment I'm comfortable with.  


So far, I've been satisfied looking back at my past rants. I'm sometimes surprised. I don't remember saying particular things.


Well, today I had a hot-dog for lunch and a burger (and fries) for dinner. What a day.

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